You might not have thought that, but everyone else did. But I can’t do anything anymore. I’ve told you everything and I’ve let you know that I want to go. You don’t, and I understand. I won’t bother you anymore.
I never expected you to go by yourself, Quinn! I expected that you would ask Kurt or someone like that, because apparently it was so wrong for me to go with you. Everyone else thought that, so it seemed like a better idea if someone else went with you! You have no idea how badly I wanted to go with you, spend all my time with you!
I didn’t think it was wrong for you to come with me! I don’t want to go with Kurt, or anyone else. I wanted to go because you wanted to take me. That was it, the whole reason. I’m not going at all now, okay? Even you can’t make me go to Ohio now.
Will you please stop that? I know for a fact that you’re not fine. You’re pissed as hell at me, because I forced you to do something that you didn’t even want to do, and then I just said ”to hell with it” and decided not to go. I know that you’re mad at me for running away from everything. You’re allowed to be! But please, don’t lie and tell me that you’re ”fine”, when I know you aren’t.
What do you want me to say, Sam? That I’m hurt? Angry? Upset? Because I am. There were reasons why I didn’t want to go back to Ohio, and you still continued to make me go. And I agreed, because you wanted me to go, and you wanted to come with me. And then you pulled out and expected me to go by myself. Well I’m not going to.
But it’s not, Quinn. You’re upset and it’s my fault.
I said, it’s fine.
I’m sorry about everything..
I miss you all the time, Quinn. I miss you even when we’re together. I miss you more than anything right now though. I miss you even though we’re not exactly happy.
I miss you too.
I miss you. So much.
Even though we’re not exactly happy?